Sunday, October 23

hug and a kiss

After getting used to hugging one size of guy it throws me off to hug someone else... Especially when I thought it was just going to be a casual hug, not a full frontal "hold me for a second" hug. 
So he zigged when I zagged and if he had been shorter we would have kissed. 
Instead, my lips ended up right on his neck. 
Yep.


I then apologized, and we chuckled. 
Sometimes, I can't help it, I am awkward, and helpless. Oh well!

Saturday, October 22

Something to Consider




It has been done by every teenager at some point: the pairing of your name and his last. Sometimes all over your notebooks, like shown in many a teen pop movie.
We do it just to see how it would look, and feel, and sound.

And as dumb as this may be, I am going to declare that it is a necessity! I once dated a boy whose last name rhymed with my first. Like almost a joke at how similar they were. 

Not that it was really a deal breaker... but it is just something to consider. It will be your name for the rest of your life. 

Friday, October 21

Post Script

it did slow down.
a lot.
but hasn't stopped.
which is good.

and I may have some distractions... :)

Sunday, October 2

...


He pulled out the slow down card.


slow usually comes before stop.... 

but I'm hoping this is different.

but hope doesn't stop the tears.

Saturday, October 1

Present:

What do you do when a guy just won't leave you alone?!
-Yes, the attention is flattering... until it becomes his obsession.

I'm sorry, No, I cannot talk to you on the phone every day.
I'm sorry, I find it creepy that you text me once, and when I don't respond you text me again.
I'm sorry, I didn't want to spend hours upon hours upon hours with you
I'm sorry, I have a VERY full schedule and you are not at the top of my list
I'm sorry, you can't help with my schedule- last time I checked you 1. can't take my exams 2. can't work for me 3. can't do my church calling 4.can't sleep for me.
I'm sorry, I'm not ready to jump head first into a serious relationship with you

I'm sorry, but I'm just interested in someone else....