Past

I love when guys have no tact. And when I say love I mean the opposite.

For example:
-he called ME
-he asked about MY plans: which were a whole lot of NOTHING.
-THEN he asked about what my ROOMMATE was doing that night.
-and when I told him SHE was BUSY (just wait!!!)
-he told me he needed a DATE and since she was busy he ENDED THE PHONE CALL!

Classy.

I know you didn't know...

I'm kinda seeing someone right now. SHOCKER RIGHT!?! But lets not get ahead of ourselves. The future is unclear. What I do know is that I am loving spending time with this amazing guy, and I'm trying really hard to not fall too fast. (but it's really REALLY hard)

especially when he looks about like this:

minus the chain and the whole attitude. sorry "rated R" your personality stinks, even if you do look like my recent crush. 

swing of things

It's really hard to have to think about something (no matter how pleasurable this something might be) and then after one day of forcing yourself, for a greater benefit, to not think about it, to go back to trying to be how it was.

constant-constant-constant-constant-constant-STOP-and wait now it is supposed to be constant again?
just like that? 


It's a hard concept for me.